i got a new letter from nick today it made me so happy. he is doing good my suspicions where right, the guys in his group where stupid and they lost their phone time on sunday which really sucked, but it sounds like he is doing good and pulling through, he says to tell everyone hi and hid graduation is june 26 just FYI if anyone else can make it he would be so excited

I got to see video of leo crawling its so cute I'm so mad I'm missing it mom and dad recorded it and put it up on moms Facebook  i'll put it up on here when they get home i haven;t heard any thing from nick yet but I'm hoping to soon hopefully he had time to write on saturday so i;m keeping my fingers crossed that i'll get something tomorrow

It Starts

I'm so sad Leo finally figured out how to crawl today and I missed it! hes going to be a prow by the time he gets back here :( he's still up in washington with mom and dad. he's been so close for a while now but he could only go backwards so he would get so mad because he wasn't going where he wanted to, it was kind of cute and kind of sad at the same time. life is about to get even more interesting I'm afraid now that he is mobile. here we go

I have been on pins and needles all day waiting for nick to call, I was paranoid all morning that he was going to call wail i was at work and was so relived when he didn't but now I'm starting to get scared he's not going to call at all today, I'm probably just getting worked up over nothing, but i feel like that is all that has been keeping me going this week is knowing that i would get to talk to him and hear his voice i miss him so much, i just really don't feel like i can make it another whole week with out going crazy. he better call or i am so going to kick his butt. not really i'll just be really really sad and disappointed. keep your fingers crossed

Letters from Nick

I've gotten 2 letters from Nick now it has really brightened my days I've just hated feeling like i had absolutely no communication with him I don't think sense we first started dating we have ever gone a full day with out at least talking on the phone so its so weird to not be in at least a semi continuous conversation with him and knowing everything that has happened in his day and vice-versa. he does sound fairly positive in his letters so i really hope its all going good. he needed me to send him some stuff so i sent him a package on thursday, and i decorated the out side of the box. he's going to get so much crap for it. he's going to be so mad at me lol  but hey at least he will know I love him, and so will all the guys in his group. and then on the letter i sent yesterday I put kisses all over the outside hehe. I hope is isn't embarrassed by it. he did say that they have started doing some training courses he got to repel a 40 ft wall and go a rope corse, he said he did really good at it. I can't wait to talk to him tomorrow if for some reason I don't get to talk to him I think I'm going to loose it

Mom and Dad left to go up to Washington tonight, the talked me into letting them take Leo with them now I'm having second thoughts, they are going to be gone until next Saturday that's a long time, I made them promise that they would be home for mothers day though, I didn't think it was fair to make me spend my first mothers day completely alone. these pictures are from March obviously the hands and feet in them are all nick I wanted to have some of Leo and his Daddy before he left, this set I think are definitely some of my favorites

Nothing exciting happened to day just another day at work but hey one day closer to seeing my hubby though, and only 4 days until i get to talk to him theses pictures are from valentines day I love the ones in the Tie